HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARA!

salam. is this for real? i'm turning seventeen by today. bersempena dengan 1 Muharram 1434H, i becomes older. seventeen. oh my, i have to learn to be a woman. i have to learn to be more independent. tak percaya nya. haha.

last night was a blast. gosh. i thought no one would like to remember, or wish me anything ( biasalah semua sibuk study, kan SPM) everything started last nite, when kami LPP semua kebuluran. baru pukul lapan lebih, and we decided to order makanan favourite dari luar. seperti biasa, kedai makan kat depan college is our target. i couldnt wait kononnya nak makan mihun tomyam favourite youuuuuuu! tuptup dapat call from my sorang kawan ni

' ara, barr ajak kau datang dewan selera. dia ada belikan kau nasi. dia ajak makan sekali.'

wah. rezeki. alhamdulillah my best boyfriend evaaaaa, belanja sebungkus nasi goreng USA lengkap dengan iced milo. dalam rushing gila bila tuan kedai yang kitorang tempah makanan tu call and said makanan dah siap, i quickly cabut pegi dewan selera. oh my, Abang Barr sedang tunggu dengan penuh muka manes. aha. sweetnya Abang Barr treated me with fried rice. hah ni dia kalao mahu kenal,

ABANG BARR <3

' ara, makanlah. aku belikan khas untuk kau.'

' tapi kenapa kau belikan untuk aku, barr?'

'laaaaa. kan haritu kau belanja aku makan. ni turn aku pulak belanja kau.'

oh my. he's damn sweet. but ya allah, i didnt have the heart to tell him bahawasanya i already tempah makanan dari luar. huuuuuu. AHMAD BARR IF YOU READ THIS, I AM SO SORRY! i became serba serbi salah on that particular time, so nodding my head was the best decision i could ever make. hihi. akhirnya, setelah berkongsi nasi tersebut dengan one of lucky person yang ada dekat area tersebut, my stomach got full. ya Allah mihun tomyam is waiting for me, and i already get my stomach full. tahan jelaaaaaaaaaaaahhh. i said my bye to Abang Barr, and rushed masuk bilik. yeah. memandangkan perut pun dah full, so i makan tak sampai separuh pun mihun tomyam and stopped. typical daily routine started, bukak laptop, kumpul ramairamai, and tengok movie. enjoyable gila. haha. 

tick tock tick tock. it was 12. and nothing happened. oh my, i waited excitedly kotkot ade hotguy nak call and wish for my birthday, muahaha. we were watching A Billionaire's First Love ramairamai, and i could see semua yang ada kat situ macam pfrnhvbfrvnrnvgbvrnjcngbv blur. aduh. nampaknya i have to keep it just to myself, oh my birthday. half an hour passed typically, and i was like, okay, nvamind. there was a few person datang hug me and HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARA!! i was delighted for sure. muah muah.

since i ate too much on the night kan, perut tibatiba sakit. oh my. terjun dari katil dan keluar dari bilik, what a surprise! my classmates were there, wishing me happy birthday, siap menyanyi lagi youuuuu. oh touched. tears mula tergolekgolek keluar dari mata. ihik. sangat malu youuuu tahuuu. lepas tu pretended to be normal, rushing to the toilet. hihihihi. and bila balik bilik pun, everything seemed to be as typical as before. the story started to bore me, so i pun menuju ke tempat charge phone to check on messages. yeah! there were like thousands of mssges, i love theeeeemmmmm! yeay <3 <3 <3

reply reply reply those birthday mssges sampai jari rasa penat, even though hati sangat berbunga rianggggg, and cepatcepat balik ke bilik semula. gosh. i kena paksa pakai headscarf yang tutup mata, diikat dengan selendang hitam, oh sangat scary! i was brought around our hostel, with macammacam sound effects yang scary. eyes were closed, so i pegang kuatkuat tangan anna, and sometimes bumped dengan tong sampah hitam. haha. kelakar gila idea prank dorg. i could hear bunyi tong sampah jatuh, bunyi macam raksasa sedang mengamok, bunyi wisel yang memekakkan telinga, oh kawankawan, i curse you all baru tahu!

when they finally open the ties, wahhhhhhhhhhh! SURPRISE! there were chocolate cake, balloons, cards! oh my! i love you girls so much. thank you thank you thank you. i thought they all dah lupa my birthday. tapi tak sangka pulak it turned out to be like that. suka suka suka gilaaaaaaaaaaa!

thanks Jana Comeyy, Qilah Kepok (she sells keropok in our hostel, haha famous sebentar), Lisa Nadia, Aida Bulat, Hana Trojan, Azihan and Anna for the very memorable memory sebelum tamat sekolah ni :( thanks semua. you girls are gorgeous. you girls are damn happening. you girls are the best of the most. muah muah <3

after this, there will be no more something like this. there will be no more you girls, the same girls who watched ADA APA DENGAN CINTA di tengahtengah malam sampai sanggup berangkut ke tempat charger yang penuh nyamuk, the same girls who dare bikin kecoh di tengah kesunyian malam. oh how i will miss everything. i will.

11days to go, with you girls and guys. tak mau pisah, sobs. 

p/s : i wanna be in this college, with friends, tapi takmau belajar. is it possible?